Since I was old enough to dress myself I've been wearing girl's clothes. With two clothes-horse sisters it was no trick finding things to wear. As I grew I learned I could draw. So, as soon I was able to draw well enough, I took to rendering out my emerging sexual fantasies. Eventually, I married, had kids and went about the business of leading a normal life and supressing my fantasies. But my fascination with cross-dressing would not go away. It only got stronger and more undeniable as time marched on. In fact, it started to become clear that cross-dressing was only the tip of the iceberg. As I let myself free of the suppression I had placed on myself, I became open to the truth of my sexuality. I had to admit that I was transgendered (an androgyne as opposed to a transexual, to be exact) and I was attracted to men.

Once I made the leap to accept the truth my life changed dramatically, as you may imagine. I divorced, came out to friends and family, and set about to reform myself so that my outsides more closely resembled my insides. This website is a part of that process. By being honest with you I can finally be honest with myself. And...make a lot of new friends!

I now have a wonderful boyfriend. His name is Will, and he's the sweetest, most understanding, open-minded person I've ever met (not too mention totally hot!), and I love him very much.

So, I intend to dedicate this page the process of my coming to know Tasha, her adventures and friends. Thank you for taking the journey with me.

"High Velocity" January 2003

We got to contribute to January's "High Velocity" Party by being our usual shy and retiring selves. Such wallflowers we are! Just the sight of a St. Andrew's Cross and my legs spread and my arms shoot up reflexively. Will looked scrumcious as always in his red velvet brocade coat.
Photos compliments Morgan Deegan, Obzine News

After taking quite few good shots to my less than inconspicuous bottom, Will felt it should be my turn to carry the flogger. But alas, I would need to lube it up a bit for where it was going. Mmmmm! After that I was wiggling my little tail all night. By the end of the evening I had added a rubber mask and completed my transformation to a "Rubber Doll".

"Saturnalia" December 2002

Will and I attended a great fashion show in Philadelphia, Fetishes Boutique's Saturnalia. The usual "Phillie Phreaks" were in attendence. There were lots of phreaky people, phreaky fashions, phreaky entertainment and phreaky vendors.
Photos compliments Morgan Deegan, Obzine News

I funny thing happened on the way to the phreak show. I was over at Will's getting ready for the party when I discovered I left my skirt home (I live a few hours away from Phillie so running home was not an option).

I threw on a coat and went skirtless to Phillies' premier fetish shop Fetishes Boutique. Not only did I find a skirt, but the Catherine Coatney see-through number was way cooler then what I planned to wear. Another fetish emergency averted thanks to the folks at Fetishes.

Halloween 2001

Halloween this year was a big coming out for me. I dyed my hair bright red and went out on three different nights as variations on the theme of "disco diva". I was a big hit, not to mention a big "surprise" to all my friends, who've never seen me en femme. I even won a prize for best costume at one the parties. Everyone was really nice to me. I even made some great lesbian friends, who admit they never would've given me the time of day as a guy.

Why can't everyday be Halloween?

Holidays 2001

My friend Joe helped me do a holiday shoot. I intended to send the photos out as Christmas cards. But alas, I was way too busy to get around to it. I thought I'd do a post-holiday version of the website, so I could show all my fans out there what I was up to. Next to Halloween, Christmas is a TV's favorite holiday. Guys can shop for anything without getting odd glances from salespeople. I bought a ton of great stuff. Check back in the days ahead for some new outfits.

Need a little "Shock Therapy"? April 2002

I did. That's why my friend Joe (he's shy) and I went to the Shock Therapy pansexual fetish party in at the TPDS Bar in Philadelphia back in April. We had a blast with all the Phillie phreaks and weirdos. My internet friends Ian (the satyr) and Veronica (see right) turned me on to it. I owe them big for introducing me to such a wild group of kinky people. I wasn't there long before Veronica had my top off and was doing an expert job of binding me. Mistress Alaina took advantage of my trussed up condition and pounded my ass for everyone's pleasure (I hope). Check out Shock Therapy if ever you find yourself in Phillie on the first Friday night of the month

Please do..don't, Mistress!!! (mmmmmm)